I apoligize to all you guys for letting this thread sit idle.very good advice from all.The irelavance in my life is no doubt self inflicted.I was always just a phone call away from all my clients,electrical...call me at 3 am if need be.now its all about..what? No one depends on me now,other than the wench.It feels odd to not be necessary any more.A shift in atitude and purpose .maybe...i,ve never been one to think of myself much...we do ok by the grace of God...strange...got the new boat...it,ll take wheelchairs easy...used to do that guiding ,half my clients back in the day were vets and disabled fellows.seems odd being placed in a situation where i have to think about me and mine,wife,..not used to being self centered and bucket list bound... speaking of bucket lists...just dropped a grand on John Mellencamp tickets and a room at the Hilton a block away from the Ryman( the grand ole opry),nashville 125 year old + bldg...history ...amazing Cash,Hank williams,Elvis, lorretta...list goes on...Mellencamps
New album" other peoples stuff" .. amazing 1920,s blues stuff...am i being selfish? Not rolling in dough,help out where i can..ya know? Mellencamp has a old song called "void in my heart"...basically says no matter what you do it never feels like you did enough.